On 29 Oct 2010 to 1 Oct 2010

I was in class do my experiment..Meanwhile, my uncle called me and asked me to pack my things because of an emergency... The emergency was about my father who's in critical situation.. He was having a cancer since end of February 2010.. My family and I tried so hard to cure my father especially my mum.. My mother was the one who taking care of my father since he was sicked..
I arrived at my hometown at midnight..My sister took me at the airport and we straight away went to SMC...
I looked at my father and was unable to give any response but he can hear what we are saying to him..It was very sad..
On the next day,I went and visit my father again and he's still in the same situation..But, the doctor said my father was able to eat but eating using the flow from the nose.. I was quite happy that time because in my thoughts,my father have hope to live..
On the next day, 6am my sister was called by my other sister and asked us to go to SMC IMMEDIATELY.... My father was gasping the 'oxygen'...He died at 8.20 am...
He was buried after Solat Jumaat...of course every one was sad and cried that time...

Till now, I miss my father...I think about him almost everyday..
All I know is,I have to continue my live and be successful one day..
Appreciation/Grateful part -My dad died on Friday and Friday is a VERY GOOD day in ISLAM...

what's up with me

Last night, arghh can't believe I copy my friends QUIZ....quiz is like test... you cannot copy your answers from your classmates...

I'm not like this actually but last night I don't know what's wrong with me...I'm like anxious and everything was blur... Absolutely,I'm not happy with my action last night even if get full mark for my quiz....

I HOPE I WON'T REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKES AGAIN

and

I WON'T

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone.

Raya this year, hemmm different(YES) interesting(YES)...

Enjoyed with my sis,Rozaini....1st day raya,we went to sembahyang raya together and visited our grandfather's and aunt's grave....she also drove me to sembahyang jumaat...

too bad,only a week I'm in Sabah,my hometown....but its okay,I'll be back during my holidays(about 1 and a half month).... :)...gonna miss family again he he he....

DUMBO

what happen to me nowadays...Especially TODAY, arghhh...It seems like I'm getting dumber and dumber every day....

I can't believe I can't answer those simple questions correctly... am I perfectionist?? YES during exam or test...its important for me to be good of perfect(full mark) during my test or exam...
I don't care what people thinks about me as long as I'm happy for myself...

Noted that,today those people who don't know much bout me,know my real self....
a bit shy bout that part... I punched the wall in front of the library and showed my temper...
childish temper :p....ha ha ha.....

I know I'm not easily give up..
My marks better be good... I hate when the subject that I like - low marks or fail....
>.<

I still can't believe it

Almost 2 months I'm in Penang ,Malaysia, out from my hometown in Kepayan,Kota Kinabalu Sabah....
still can't believe I'm in here right nw...
can't believe I can survive here without my family... I miss them everyday but not really because I always put in my heart that I came here for reasons,not to enjoy myself 100%....
Sometimes,I feel like this is my place,maybe one day I gonna work here - one day I will live here forever and ever.....but that's just feelings..we'll never know what happens next...

The happy part was....I met a bunch of celebrities include my favorite celeb Shahir from Perak Malaysia...Its like a dream came true...Happy that time,plus I managed to take picture with him but on the second day...first day,I didn't manage to take with him because bunch of girls were in front of me...arghhhh...so went to the next day and YES - mission accomplished....ha ha ha.....
its difficult you know,to take your picture with celebs especially when they have lots of fans plus their BODYGUARD....

Addition...on my birthday August 13, my mum and dad sent me a birthday card... the card is so meaning full...It shows that I'm really a grown up person now...its time to take serious on everything especially when doing task - don't play too much.....also its time to make my own decision on what I wanna be in my future....but I will figure it out later..he he he......
Didn't forget those who wish me..I'm happy and glad that they remembered me and my birthday....Plus my foster sister Malisa, she brought me out 4 dinner..she took me to McDonald's...
Really appreciate that so much....

I think that's for now...there's a lot more I want to put on but maybe next time... :)

Home Sweet Home

Goodbye Physics, goodbye Chemistry, goodbye Mathematics...:)

its holiday time...

As usual,my father still sick,my sister everyday busy,my mom busy taking care of my father,my other sisters don't where... ha ha ha

i thought it will be fun having a long holiday,but actually its a disaster.... arghhh 2 months...

What m i suppose to do with 2 months???

its okay..just the beginning....i hope i won't get bore till the end of my holiday:(

Hi..I'm Hi$ham and i'm 19..

i'm the youngest 1 in the family...

lots of people said that the youngest in the family is indulgent,spoil kid.. but i'm not.. only sometimes heeeee...

i like eating and listening to the musics especially when i'm stress..

i'm not really choosy about colors but mostly i'll prefer blue,black,white,grey and green...

hemmm ow,i have 6 siblings but all of them are girls...we are 7 and i'm the only boy...

My sisters love me a lot...sometimes they're annoying and like to talk too much especially gossips ahaha...but i still love them...

i'm still a student.. i went to university when i was 18...

it's hard to be a student...it seems like you have to follow all the rules EX: not to that,not to do this blah blah blah..

sometimes i feel like i don't want to further my studies anymore but i always think about my parents.... they always gave me the courage to further my studies...

they always want me to be the best than my sisters and most important,they want me to be an engineer..

i want to be a quantity surveyor but just see how far can i go...:)