DUMBO

what happen to me nowadays...Especially TODAY, arghhh...It seems like I'm getting dumber and dumber every day....

I can't believe I can't answer those simple questions correctly... am I perfectionist?? YES during exam or test...its important for me to be good of perfect(full mark) during my test or exam...
I don't care what people thinks about me as long as I'm happy for myself...

Noted that,today those people who don't know much bout me,know my real self....
a bit shy bout that part... I punched the wall in front of the library and showed my temper...
childish temper :p....ha ha ha.....

I know I'm not easily give up..
My marks better be good... I hate when the subject that I like - low marks or fail....
>.<

I still can't believe it

Almost 2 months I'm in Penang ,Malaysia, out from my hometown in Kepayan,Kota Kinabalu Sabah....
still can't believe I'm in here right nw...
can't believe I can survive here without my family... I miss them everyday but not really because I always put in my heart that I came here for reasons,not to enjoy myself 100%....
Sometimes,I feel like this is my place,maybe one day I gonna work here - one day I will live here forever and ever.....but that's just feelings..we'll never know what happens next...

The happy part was....I met a bunch of celebrities include my favorite celeb Shahir from Perak Malaysia...Its like a dream came true...Happy that time,plus I managed to take picture with him but on the second day...first day,I didn't manage to take with him because bunch of girls were in front of me...arghhhh...so went to the next day and YES - mission accomplished....ha ha ha.....
its difficult you know,to take your picture with celebs especially when they have lots of fans plus their BODYGUARD....

Addition...on my birthday August 13, my mum and dad sent me a birthday card... the card is so meaning full...It shows that I'm really a grown up person now...its time to take serious on everything especially when doing task - don't play too much.....also its time to make my own decision on what I wanna be in my future....but I will figure it out later..he he he......
Didn't forget those who wish me..I'm happy and glad that they remembered me and my birthday....Plus my foster sister Malisa, she brought me out 4 dinner..she took me to McDonald's...
Really appreciate that so much....

I think that's for now...there's a lot more I want to put on but maybe next time... :)